Christopher M. Piersee broke into throaty sobs Thursday as he tried to explain why he killed his wife and infant son.
Piersee, 24, was sentenced by Judge Russell E. Steele to two life terms in prison without parole.
He had earlier pleaded guilty to shooting 21-year-old Patricia “Tish” Yarbrough Piersee in the head and beating to death their five-month-old son, Landon.
The brief but tearful soliloquy during the 25-minute hearing was the only time Piersee publicly talked about the crimes.
Authorities confirmed that, as a security precaution, he was wearing a bulletproof vest under his gray and white prison uniform.
“The last thing I ever meant to do was hurt Tish and Landon,” Piersee said softly. “The drugs that I was on made me confused with what was going on.”
As he uttered his next sentence, Piersee broke down.
“I loved them as much as I could love anything in my entire life, and I miss them.” he said.
A written statement submitted by one of Tish Piersee’s grandmother, Gloria Yarbrough, explained how family members have had nightmares about the murders.
“I have nightmares, too, and my nightmares are the only time I remember what happened.” Piersee told the court.
Piersee’s mother later said her son had tried to kill himself the night of the murders and twice since being arrested.
“I know that none of you can ever forgive me, and I understand that,” Piersee told his wife’s family. “I could never forgive myself.”
Piersee completed his monologue with an apology.
“Just please know that there was never a time when I didn’t love them, and I’m sorry for everything,” he said. “I spend every day thinking about them and I will for the rest of my life. I’m so sorry.”
Family reaction
Tish Piersee’s family said the sentences were too light.
“I wanted death,” Tish Piersee’s father, Eric Yarbrough, said after the hearing.
“He deserves to suffer and be tortured and die,” added her mother, Deb Shaffer. “I wish him the worst for the rest of his life.”
“We were hoping for the death penalty,” said Gloria Yarbrough. “It was so horrendous what he did.”
Piersee’s family said that in addition to suicide attempts, the defendant told them he did not want to spend the rest of his life in prison.
“He wanted the death penalty,” said Piersee’s grandmother, Alberta Piersee. “He wants to die.”
Authorities never offered a motive for the killings, but said Piersee’s marijuana use and abuse of over-the-counter cough medicine were contributing factors.
Lewis County Prosecuting Attorney Jake DeCoster said nothing in Piersee’s past indicated he was violent.
“We looked at that very closely,” DeCoster said.
Gloria Yarbrough said she didn’t believe Piersee’s courtroom speech, and thought his drug use and inability to get a full-time job pushed him to violence.
“We thought she was kicking him out and that’s why he did it,” Gloria Yarbrough said.
Piersee’s family offered a different theory. They say the couple, who were married 2007 in Iowa before moving to LaGrange last year, were happy and that Piersee’s abuse of an over-the-counter cold medicine led to the killings.
“He loved her so much,” said Piersee’s mother, Angie Vaughan. “They were still in the honeymoon phase.”
Alberta Piersee said she had lunch with the couple and the baby the day before the murders.
“He was happy,” Piersee said of her grandson. “The baby was laughing. They were making plans. They were going to get a car, a new bed for the baby.”
Gloria Yarbrough said her son is in counseling and that other family members still are having a difficult time.
“I can’t stand to look at other babies for long,” Yarbrough admitted in her written statement to the court. “There’s no words that are enough to say how we feel. All of us are...are sick to our stomachs.”
Shaffer described her daughter as a “loving an devoted mother.”
“Tish wasn’t just my daughter, but she was my best friend,” Shaffer said. “Chris took the lives of two wonderful people and destroyed our lives, too.”